Pastor uttered these life-changing, life-breathing, life-affirming words to me after church on December 14, 2014.
“God is going to do phenomenal things through you.”
I didn’t do anything in particular to deserve this blessing. It was, perhaps, the most incredible blessing I’d ever received.
I was alone. Nobody heard. Nobody witnessed this moment but me, pastor and God himself. I’m pretty sure I beamed, glowed with possibility.
Pastor was just passing by. But as he passed, he stopped. He looked me in the eye and asked with all sincerity. “How are things going?” “Good,” I told him, “I just have one more week of work.” “You’re looking good, healthy,” he said. And that’s when he blessed me.
“God is going to do phenomenal things through you.”
“Thank you. Thank you so much,” I said, smiling quietly.
I’m pretty sure I teared up at that point.
Pastor knows my story. Over the course of the past three years, I’ve invited him in on my journey. Three or four times, we’ve sat down and chatted about life. He’s guided me, counseled me, provided Godly insight where I needed it. Our pastor is a man of God. I trust him whole-heartedly. Through our meetings, he has developed a good understanding of who I am. He doesn’t know every detail of my life by any means. But I do believe he has a good grasp of what God might have in store for me.
Since I stopped working as a speech-language pathologist on December 18, 2014, life has been a whirlwind. I have been pressed to release everything that’s familiar, everything that’s known, everything that’s safe and sure.
Last week, I finally began to grasp new normal. And let me tell you something. New normal is going to be phenomenal.
In the past month, during the heart of the storm of my husband’s eye cancer, God opened doors and clarified His vision for my life. I have greater clarity than ever as to where I’m heading. His call is crystal clear.
In addition to my primary roles as wife and mother of three young children, I believe I’m being called to press forward in two areas of work. For now, I’m choosing to keep the details private. But wonder and worry not. I will most definitely bring you in on the journey when the time is right.
All of this to say that this is NOT going to be easy. It is NOT going to be free sailing. This is going to be difficult and challenging. This will require trust and patience, discernment and discovery. I will be journeying into uncharted territory, and more than ever, I’m going to need community rallying around me, loving me, caring for me, and coming alongside to help and support. The journey ahead will not be easy, but it WILL BE phenomenal. And let me add, phenomenal things will NOT happen if I try to do them on my own. God must and will work through me. Because I can NOT do these things out of my own sheer will and determination. Faith, yes. It will be through faith. And trust that this is God’s plan for my life.
So today I’m wondering…
Today I’m pondering…
Has anyone told YOU…
“God is going to do phenomenal things through YOU.”
I know reading those words on a screen isn’t the same as having me stop you in the aisle, look you in the eyes, and give you real-life words of encouragement.
But today I want to stop, take time, and give you this blessing through the screen. It’s as best as I can do.
“God is going to do phenomenal things through you.”
Believe it. Trust it. Know it with all of your heart.
Open your heart to the possibility that the thing you’ve been dreaming of, the thing you’ve been longing for, the thing that feels out of reach, the life you’ve been waiting for – is possible.
God is waiting. He wants to do amazing things through you, phenomenal things through you. But there’s an element of surrender, of trust, of believing there’s something more. Even when the “something more” seems impossible.
So please…
Today…
Stop going through the motions.
Stop viewing life and faith as an academic exercise.
Stop surviving and waiting for the big break.
Live.
Have faith.
Take a little step. Or maybe a great big one.
Work with God, even when it seems and feels a little crazy.
Believe that “thing” is possible.
Phenomenal is possible when we step out and do things beyond our human capacity, when we partner with God who’s much bigger than ourselves, when we trust in the unseen, intangible forces of good and grace.
Yes.
Let’s be phenomenal.
